Came Back From Redang

Well, I just came back from Redang island. Having went there for 4 days from the 26th of April till the 29th of April to take my scuba diving license course. And proud to say, I'm back on the mainland, now a qualified PADI open water scuba diver. HEHEHE!!!! The whole trip was AWESOME as I might have told or gave the impression to some of you. Loads of pictures taken. Lazy to post them now. But I will, if I find the time. Now busy chaffering people to the air port, bus station as I'm one of the few lucky asses who has a car in Terengganu(not my hometown). Oh yeah, also busy packing up my own stuff..........gonna go back tomorrow which is the 1st of May. Anyway, to them other UMT pals, happy holidays, and to my friends back in my hometown, can't wait to meet u guys. Cheers to another holiday well earned!!!!!

Of Sun, Sea, Sand & You

I'm in this world,
Of sun sea sand and you,
Where the sea gleams like an emerald under the sun,
The sky blue with white clouds floating aimlessly,
The sand as white as snow so fine,
The breeze comes in gently like the currents,
I stand there between land and sea,
My toes wriggling nervously in the sand,
Letting the waves wet my feet,
As I enjoy the most beautiful view of all,
A view of you waving to me with a grin on your face.

Being The Best For You

I see clouds,
But I don't see rain,
Cause I see you,
And your smiling ways,
Inspiring me,
Encouraging me,
To beat the rest,
To be the best,
To serve you,
To love you,
And never let you understand,
The feeling sad.

Just Some Crap I Wrote In My Head While Scuba Diving

Underwater I'm out of breath,
Realizing that I have hardly any moments left,
The fog in my masks starts to dense,
I feel myself loosing sense,
It's really funny how,
It's you that I think of now,
When my life slowly leaves,
I smile as I close my eyes in peace,
Contented that my last vision of life,
Is a beautiful vision of you.

Some Silly Game I Dreamt About

Let's play a silly game,
Turn around so we're back to back,
Walk ten steps and face each other,
And if our eyes meet,
You'll have to spend the night,
Here right next to me,
No matter how hard I try not to cheat,
I know I'll win,
Cause you're so beautiful,
I just can't take my eyes off you.

Dedicated To Those Who Suffered

Ever wonder what drives a person mad?
Emotions pilled up in one's heart so sad,
Until it becomes worst and worst,
Forcing the bubble to burst,
Eventually hurting others when it cannot be contained,
Causing the walls to be stained,
With blood and tears of regret,
Loss of life which price will never be met,
So we should try to understand our brothers,
Care about our sisters,
Save them before it's too late,
Because when it becomes fate,
A thousand horses could not pull back time.

Gone

Break my heart into a thousand pieces,
And let the wind blow it away,
I've walked to the gates of heaven.
Only to fall right into hell,
I had a beautiful vision of you and me,
Holding hands as happy as can be,
But all is lost with just a careless wave,
As you bade farewell to me,
Leaving me to fare alone,
To brave the currents of this world,
But what could I do?
For I am only a man dismayed,
Sadden by the sudden loss of someone loved,
Gone forever from the face of earth,
Braced for eternal peace,
I will cherish all that we shared,
Through all the centuries,
And immortalize your memory,
In my sad stricken heart.

There When Needed

When you're feeling blue sad and down,
I'll be there to fix your crown,
I'll lend my hand,
To help you stand,
Bare my shoulder,
And be your boulder,
I'll stay till your heart's at peace,
Till your suffering cease,
Till the break of dawn,
Till you smile and yawn,
Till you fall asleep to a blissful slumber,
On your bed in your resting chamber,
When you wake up I'll be gone,
With the wind for my work is done,
For though you own my heart,
I stake no claim to yours.

Consumed By Agony

You can't see my tears in the rain,
Just how you can't see my pain,
Hidden behind a smile,
Around you all the while,
How many times I came near,
Blurring out the truth but for fear,
That I'll make things worst,
Forcing this bubble to burst,
So I chose this slow torture,
Till my soul ruptures,
To suffer alone,
Consumed by agony.

You Would Still Be Loved

You would still be loved,
Even when you misbehaved,
You would still be loved,
Even if you we're not yourself,
You would still be loved,
Even when you look the other way,
You would still be loved,
Even if you changed,
You would still be loved,
Even when you leave,
You would still be loved,
Even if you would not return,
You would still be loved,
Even when you've found someone new,
You would still be loved,
Even if you've forgotten me,
Yeah.................... you would still be loved.

Under-currents

When you smile,
Tears linger in your eyes,
When you laugh,
Your soul cries,
Beneath the surface,
You're drowning in sorrow,
Reaching for breath,
Yet paralyzed by agony,
Your heart's bleeding profusely,
Numbed by the gripping pain,
Unseen by others,
As you suffer alone.

Butterflies In The Stomach

Have u ever realized?
That every time u materialize,
In front of my eyes,
My heart capsize,
My knees go weak,
And my brain starts to tweak,
Thinking up smart things to say,
Things that can make your day,
Things that can make you smile,
Things that can make u think about me every once in awhile,
Hell! I know I sound desperate,
And that I'm no expert,
But bear with me,
Cause I'm smitten by you and I can hardly control it.

Angel

She giggles like a girl,
Ties her hair up in a twirl,
Stares at the stars when she walks,
Skipping happily as she talks,
Her eyes glint mischievously,
Under the moonlight suggestively,
Putting me in a trance,
As we slowly start to dance,
Letting the night slowly fade away,
Till the horizon bursts with brilliant rays,
Suddenly she spreads her wings and take flight,
Rising further and further till she's out of sight,
And all she left me to remember that night,
Was her beautiful halo of white light.

Hey, Look Who The Real Culprit Is!!!!

Honestly, it's always the beer's fault.
I swear I tell the truth.
This comic strip proves it.
I am not an alcoholic.

Positive Thinking

I may not be daring,
But I am brave,
I may not own a heart of gold,
But at least it's not cold,
I may not be intelligent,
But I believe I have talents,
I may not be good looking,
But I am surrounded by darlings,
I may live in an odd world,
But I know how to fit in,
I may be just someone in this world,
But to some I am the world,
Knowing these gives me courage,
Keeps me happy without rage,
Makes me smile in the face of sadness,
Carries me up and fills me with gladness,
All those that try to put me down,
Will see their efforts fall to the ground,
Cause after all,
I am a pack of confidence,
Concealed beneath a skin of arrogance!!

Stuck In Some Boring Place

It's hard to rhyme,
In this place and time,
Where every thing's so bland,
Hardly stimulating my glands,
Where every thing's so mild,
Having nothing that turns me wild,
Where nothing happens out of the norm,
Making me wish I was back where I was from,
Where every thing seems a little crazy,
Bustling with activity it gets a little hazy,
Where everybody parties until the break of dawn,
Totally ignoring our bodies even when we yawn,
Where we sleep during the day to avoid the sun's fire,
And wake up in the night like as if we were vampires!!
Where life's so fast I doubt I'll last,
But it's still better than here where I feel like I'm living in the past!

I WANT BADLY!!!!!!

O2 XDA Stealth
LG KU800
PSP
Creative Zen Vision W
IPOD

If only I had the money to buy all of them eh? HMMMMMMMMMMMM................................;p

Walau!! What's Wrong With Me?!!?!

Tomorrow exam liao, I haven't finished studying. I can't seem to pay attention. Had lunch and now I feel really drowsy. Wanna take a nap but the weather is SO GOD DAMN HOT!!!!!!! Starting to feel a lil worried...........I mean, this isn't my strongest subject.
Urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Feel like kicking something. Whens the hols ever gonna start?!?!!?!?!?

I'm Neji

Proud. Driven. You fix on your objective and stick to it. Some people may see you as cold or even cruel, but they just can't see past your prickly surface. At heart, you care about your companions and may be a little more sensitive than you'd like to admit.




Got this from some Naruto hardcore fan website. This was the result I got from it's personality test and I was branded Mr.Cocky, Neji. LOL!! kinda funny actually.

Just in case u guys don't know who Neji is.....here's a short introduction :

Neji Hyuga is ranked the number one rookie of his Ninja Academy's graduating class. He is one of the strongest Genin ranked ninjas out there. At the Chuunin Selection Exam, his teammates are Rock Lee and Tenten; and team leader Gai. Neji is also Hinata's cousin. Neji has one of the most effective fighting styles, using the Byukugan technique combined with his Hyuga Tai-Jutsu style, he can be a very deadly opponent.


If any of u guys want to try the personality test.......click here.

Came In The Mail

Love,
as if you've never been hurt,
Dance,
as if nobody can see you,
Sing,
as if nobody can hear you,
Live,
as if The Earth was Heaven!!

It's My Birthday

Another year another beginning,
I'm 20 years old and can't stop grinning!!
For I have faith in what the future brings,
Hot chicks and lovely beings,
Money money I'll get more,
Slick cars cool gadgets in my store,
I will set out to conquer,
And celebrate with liquor,
Obstacles leave my path when I ride,
Victory will come in glorious tides,
My confidence will not go and hide,
Cause this year lady luck sets her throne by my side!!!!

Phrase of the Day

Hard work pays well.

Answers Unanswered

All alone in the dark,
Thinking why I keep missing the mark,
Wondering what's the answer to life and existence,
Maybe it's all just a wasteful resistance,
After a long night's rest I wake up,
Sipping milk from my favorite cup,
Not knowing to what end I labor,
Guessing what goes on in the head of my neighbor,
Hopefully someday I will see,
After I've lived off all eternity,
That this slow drag will actually be,
The slow steps we take to our destiny.

Thought Of The Day

Just one chance,
Just one breath,
Just in case there's just one left.

ps: stole this off someone's blog.

Nice View

Just a pic i took in campus........freaking beautiful right??

Realization

Well I should have known,
After all that I've been shown,
How I've been such a fool,
Crying tears that fill a pool,
But who do I have got to blame,
When it is I who brought myself shame,
Now let's just let the past be past,
Cause life moves on fast so fast,
That when it is all finally over,
This all will be nothing next to forever.

Where Broken Hearts Go

I go where broken hearts go,
A place to cure mend and heal,
A place of peace and serenity,
A place I call sanctuary,
A place to learn and accept,
A place where I will recover,
So I will see a better and brighter future.

Fallen for a Small Town Girl

I've fallen for a small town girl,
Fallen for her honesty,
Fallen for her truthfulness,
Her straightforwardness lets me know,
What I see is what I get,
It's her innocents that soften my heart,
Sincerity that opens my heart,
Proving to me that this world still has beauty left.