Consumed By Agony

You can't see my tears in the rain,
Just how you can't see my pain,
Hidden behind a smile,
Around you all the while,
How many times I came near,
Blurring out the truth but for fear,
That I'll make things worst,
Forcing this bubble to burst,
So I chose this slow torture,
Till my soul ruptures,
To suffer alone,
Consumed by agony.