Avril Lavigne

I absolutely loathe her,
Loathe her for being,
My only weak link,
Dancing in that children's outfit,
In her 'Girlfriend' video,
When she's supposed to be married!
For singing that song,
'When You're Gone',
Which causes my tears to spill,
Even after I told myself to 'Keep Holding On',
She's the cause,
Turning me from 'Nobody's Fool' to everybody's fool,
Screaming like a school girl,
Every time she appears on TV,
I loathe her in so many ways,
I guess it all started,
When I first heard 'Complicated',
It made me 'Fall To Pieces',
Lose 'My Happy Ending',
As it 'Slipped Away',
Cause I was 'Losing Grip',
Now all I hope is that someone,
Would 'Take Me Away',
So I could 'Runaway',
From her 'Contagious' songs.

Dawn

Bottles are empty,
Heads are light,
It time to leave,
As me and the lads say our goodbyes,
And drive into the dark,
Heading home after a long night's partying,
Zooming on the highway,
Avoiding the sparse traffic at such hours,
The occasional flash of neon lights from the opposite blinds my eyes,
Adding pain to my already pounding brain,
Slowly as I nearly reach home,
I see a light unlike that emitted from other vehicles,
Start to brighten not only the road but also the sky,
As I hastily turn the last conner into my lane,
Finally pulling up in front of my house,
I raced from the car to the gates,
Letting myself in with the keys with much urgency,
Badly needing to sleep after such a long night,
It almost seems as though I was a vampire,
Afraid of the approaching dawn,
As I make my way up to my room,
I felt like I was racing against the coming of light,
Racing to shut the door,
And close the curtains,
Before the first sun light of day could shine in,
Despite being dirty and foul smelling,
I turned on the air conditioner,
And threw myself on my bed,
As everything outside burst to life with light,
I cuddled comfortably under my comforter,
And almost instantly fell into a deep slumber,
Which would last till night befall again.

PSP Troubles

Well, bought a PSP lately. Was like kinda happy I did cause it's really cool and fun to use. And well, I found out online that I could actually play with it(customize). Like say add home brew programs that let me use it to play game boy games, Nintendo games and so on. And well, I even tried to change the theme by changing the 'flash0' file. But I forgot to make a backup and bricked my psp. Had to recover it using some home brew program. Thank GOD it worked. But I ended up updating it using official Sony firmware, instead of using the open edition. And now I'm stuck at firmware version 3.11 and can't downgrade back to v1.50 so that I can install the open edition firmware. Can't use any of the home brew programs I have now. Honestly, this sucks........ it's like how a gymnast suddenly gets locked joints and cant bent anymore. Kinda frustrating, hope that guy DARK ALEX can get a v3.11 downgrader out and save my day. If only I knew how to hack stuff...then that'll be cool. But too bad I cant, so I guess I'll just have to rely on others. Have to patiently wait till it comes out.....Well, hope it'll be sooner rather than later.

Transformers

Can't wait for that movie to come out. I watched the trailer and I'm like.....if the movie was half as good it'll be already AWESOME!!! Miss transformers lah. Remember I used to watch it as a lil kid. Almost peed in my pants while watching the trailer, not cause I was scared, cause I suddenly forgot and thought I was still that lil kid in my diapers. Now, if they'd make a movie outa THUNDERCATS, then I'd really really forget myself and pee in my pants for sure.

Reminiscence

Where is my youth?
The childhood I miss,
Teenage years I wasted,
Days I went on 'adventure rides',
Days I played football everyday,
Days I stared at the sky in wonder,
Days I dream all day,
Days I skinned my knees,
Days I rode my bike full speed down the hill with my hands in the air shouting at the top of my lungs!!!
Days I had no worries,
Days I had no troubles,
Days I long for,
Days that are long gone.

What now of my future?
Left or right?
Stay or leave?
Wait or pursue?
Think or just do it?!!!
Only time can tell,
But could it be too late?
Yeah........only time can tell.

Step back,
From the present,
Go back,
To times I had a smile on my face,
Run back,
To my child-time sanctuary,
Look back,
With a longing heart,
Snap back!
Cruelly to reality.

Smile

Smile to light up one's heart,
Smile is the way to start,
A beautiful day,
I must say!

Smile to make people ponder,
'Why is he smiling I wonder?'
Smile so that everyone around you,
Will smile with you too,
Smile when you're sad,
So that you wont feel so bad,
Smile when you're glad,
Till everyone thinks you've gone mad!
Smile everyday,
And life will turn gay,
Smile like there's no tomorrow,
And you'll be without sorrow,
Smile,
And today will always be the best day of your life!!!


Smile to your mum and dad,
And make their hearts glad!
Smile to your brothers and sisters,
So you'll get along better,
Smile to your friends,
So that for you they'll always bend,
Smile always,
Because someone special may be watching you!!

Smile because it cheers,
Smile because it dries tears,
Smile because it mends,
Smile because you have good intent,
Smile because it's boring,
Smile because you feel like smiling,
Smile because you're happy,
Smile because you heard something witty,
Smile because it's infectious,
Smile because it makes you look gorgeous,
Smile because you can,
Smile because it's God sent!!!

End each day with a smile,
As you lay for awhile,
In your bed so soft,
Before dozing off,
And you'll realize you'll smile,
In your sleep as well!!

Anything For You

Sometimes love just ain't enough,
Trust me I know it's tough,
But I'd walk to Heaven,
And I'd jump into Hell,
Give you more than I can give,
Give you more than all there is,
Give you more than love can give,
Give my life up so you can live,
You ask me 'what I would do?'
All I can say is 'what I wouldn't do?'
For you.